I’ve been a fool. Too many times to count.

It doesn’t bother me though, I just pull myself together and walk.

I’ve walked, for a year never knowing where to go.

You might be the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

You might be the worst.

I’ve walked miles and miles, in circles because of you.

You gave me direction, now I’m in a tailspin.

I’ve been lost before, but never for this long.

I saw the light, only to walk into it so fast I couldn’t see straight.

Dizzy and confused, I fell, straight into a hole.

A hole that I dug myself earlier that day.

But it won’t phase me.

At the end of the day, you’re there.

You always will be, you’re my best friend.

The one person on earth that knows more about me than anyone else.

We’ll never know what could be, or what could’ve been.

But that’s what I’ve learned about life.

We never know, that’s what keeps it interesting.

A reason to make it through to the next day.

Just to see what’s going to happen.

I’ve learned a lot in the last 20 years.

But not a thing about myself.

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